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Dec 23rd, 2004, 06:43 PM | #1 |
Now Im Nothing
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Location: Rochester, NY
Age: 39
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Dance in the dark *last night*
As i sit in a room filled with memories
my mind starts to wonder where i am and what i am doing a warm blanket around my shoulders the blanket extends to my mind i've never seen with such sight but now i remain blind the warmth seeps through me covering every inch but just as it seems okay in the back of my brain is a pinch a subtle stab to the center of my mind my world was okay.. now i've left it behind no sense of feeling and no sense of love being pushed from reality with a great shove face first into the coldness of an alternate reality i feel cold and alone my mind begins to fade but its not that its not bright my vision is failing i cant see the light i cant remember my name now i'm lost inside myself my brain feels as though its melting turning in on itself I feel i'll never be happy again something is terribly wrong i glance to my left and i stare to my right what was i thinking to try this tonight i begin to lose control my muscles get tight and then it dawns on me i could die tonight my bones become stiff and i cannot move my words break into murmurs i am lost in nothing lean back into my couch to feel some safety it swallows me whole i swim inside the cushions that once held me up looking up at my body being pulled down to my death a voice echoes through i wont die tonight two hands under my arms raise me back to light sitting there regaining my sight i reach to my left and turn out the light drift into sleep but pleasantly not eternal my mind still racing with thoughts i am still alive.
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Jan 10th, 2005, 12:59 AM | #2 |
The One & Only
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wow! That's kinda scary. The fine line between life and death is right there. I'll probably talk more about this when we next chat, for now though I'll just let you know that I love it..although it's on something that's not great, it's a very expressive poem and I was really drawn in.
Piggle x x x x
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Jan 11th, 2005, 12:09 AM | #3 | |
Now Im Nothing
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Jan 11th, 2005, 07:37 PM | #5 | |
The One & Only
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That's why I found it so scary, to think of you going through that. Well I'm glad that you made it through and you're still here with us. And I'm kinda glad you had that experience in a way..what I mean is that if you hadn't had it and survived you may still be on drugs and there most likely would be another time when you didn't survive, so in that way I'm glad it happened, to make you see the light..of course I would have preffered you to realise in a different, more safer way, but hey lesson learned..nuff said! Your a great guy when your clean cor cor!! Stay that way! Piggle x x x x
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