Umbraged hint of warnings.-- ^i^

Lost_myth · Oct 24th, 2003, 10:46 PM

Umbraged hint of warnings.

I think it's kind of funny.
One minute I wanted to die,
the next I was floating in bliss.
One month I thought I was in love,
the next month I figured out that I couldn't love.
One year I fell to my knees,
the next I rose.

I have an anxiety that burrows deep into my soul
devouring it whole, in itself.
And tears stream down for a choked up emotion that I won't begin to understand. Understand?

What is it that I want?
Nothing.
What is it? What is it... that I need? I crave? I yearn?
It is to write,
it is to live within myself,
it is to feel immortal, true happiness.
This is who I am, it defines my essential being.

Let me swim in cool waters.
May I taste the salt?
Are you willing to release my lungs,
so they don't collapse from the pressure.
Oh Poseidon! Grant me fins or bless me release.

I feel the yawn RIP through my face.
I smell that of the deceased-living whom gives off a sweet fume of funk
They grab and grope me, to posses my limbs
and they work me like a puppet.
Do not toss myself into the road!
The road where the headlights stun me like they would a deer.
Accelerating in slow motion, forgetting how to blink,
I stare... dozing off into the charming light
that beams potential promises.
A sheer horn resounds in my head and continues throughout the southside.
Taking notice, something yanked my hair, forcing me to fall back in line.
I bled from the ears, a small white monster drinking from it
Whispering validity in desuetude ere deafness settled in.

Lizards creep under my skin and provoke the erie pine for yogurt.
Return the silver spoon and ignorance that lie in the past
and I'll give the devil the answer she scans each soul for.

~PSR~

trunks69420 · Oct 25th, 2003, 07:22 PM

Wow.. Very nicely done. i was very happy to see you delve into yourself and share it w/ everyone like that.. speaking from actually talking to you oustide of here i think i know a couple of things you were talking about... I am very happy that you are able to talk about them the way you did... And i also like the descriptions you did too... Very nice Job

Oct 24th, 2003, 10:46 PM	#1
Lost_myth Every One Dies Alone Joined: May 2002 Location: In the depths of existance where the hot magma flows. Age: 37 Posts: 1,057	Umbraged hint of warnings.-- ^i^ Umbraged hint of warnings. I think it's kind of funny. One minute I wanted to die, the next I was floating in bliss. One month I thought I was in love, the next month I figured out that I couldn't love. One year I fell to my knees, the next I rose. I have an anxiety that burrows deep into my soul devouring it whole, in itself. And tears stream down for a choked up emotion that I won't begin to understand. Understand? What is it that I want? Nothing. What is it? What is it... that I need? I crave? I yearn? It is to write, it is to live within myself, it is to feel immortal, true happiness. This is who I am, it defines my essential being. Let me swim in cool waters. May I taste the salt? Are you willing to release my lungs, so they don't collapse from the pressure. Oh Poseidon! Grant me fins or bless me release. I feel the yawn RIP through my face. I smell that of the deceased-living whom gives off a sweet fume of funk They grab and grope me, to posses my limbs and they work me like a puppet. Do not toss myself into the road! The road where the headlights stun me like they would a deer. Accelerating in slow motion, forgetting how to blink, I stare... dozing off into the charming light that beams potential promises. A sheer horn resounds in my head and continues throughout the southside. Taking notice, something yanked my hair, forcing me to fall back in line. I bled from the ears, a small white monster drinking from it Whispering validity in desuetude ere deafness settled in. Lizards creep under my skin and provoke the erie pine for yogurt. Return the silver spoon and ignorance that lie in the past and I'll give the devil the answer she scans each soul for. ~PSR~ __________________ All around me are familiar faces Worn out places Worn out faces Bright & early for the daily races Going nowhere Going nowhere Their tears R filling up their glasses No Xpression No Xpression Hide my head I want to drown my sorrows No 2morrow No 2morrow & I find it kindof funny I find it kindof sad. These dreams in which i'm dying, R the best I've ever had Last edited by Lost_myth; Oct 27th, 2003 at 09:40 PM..

Oct 25th, 2003, 07:22 PM	#2
trunks69420 Now Im Nothing Joined: Jan 2002 Location: Rochester, NY Age: 39 Posts: 2,415	Wow.. Very nicely done. i was very happy to see you delve into yourself and share it w/ everyone like that.. speaking from actually talking to you oustide of here i think i know a couple of things you were talking about... I am very happy that you are able to talk about them the way you did... And i also like the descriptions you did too... Very nice Job __________________ "It wont give up it wants me dead... Goddamn this voice inside my head" five vicodin chased with a shot of clarity...

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