What are you thinking right now? - Page 59

Daniel Legge · Feb 27th, 2006, 09:24 AM

Currently thinking: Why I am i still stuck in this place?

What am i going to do to pass the time untill i can leave this place and begin my real life.

Why did i move here in the first place and not move away in the one opportunity i had to leave.

Ooooh look a butterfly....

trunks69420 · Mar 1st, 2006, 02:55 PM

thinking i got the 800 so far... but i still need 1000 bucks by march 8th..... fuck.

boo.

trunks69420 · Mar 5th, 2006, 02:46 AM

so i just got back from New york city for the first time ever... pretty fucking amazing... really enjoyed myself there... only got to go for one day but it was fun as fuck.... anyways.... thinking im glad i made it back and shit... and.. yeah... other crap.

Faile · Mar 5th, 2006, 02:50 PM

Do you realize, that you have the most beautiful face?
Do you realize, we're floating in space?
Do you realize, that happiness makes you cry?
Do you realize that everyone you know, someday, will die?

etc.

trunks69420 · Mar 7th, 2006, 01:09 AM

so okay... i kindof am thinking a lot.... and if you dont want to hear disturbing things... stop reading this now...

wed pm i was out... i had taken E and was having a great time bar hopping with my friends.... some dude asked me if i wanted to smoke some weed and i agreed... i went and smoked a joint... he made me two drinks and as the second one was being made i blacked out. The next thing i actually remember was waking up in my bed..... sounds okay right.... yeah.... welll then i found out what happened.

it turns out from my friend chico... he found me downtown wet, without a shirt and going crazy... the guy had drugged my drinks and put me in a hot tub and fucked around with me sexually and shit... i dont want to get into the details cause they really upset me right now which is why i am writing this...
so... yueah.. im pretty fucked up about it... and i have flashbacks a few times a day of this shit happening that the guy did to me.... nothing 'anal'.... thank god... but still.... the flashbacks... i cant stop them from comming... and it honestly has been making me cry and freak out on people... im losing control and i need advice and help.

xx

cory

Berserker · Mar 7th, 2006, 03:38 AM

Damn dude, that's some serious f^&@# up shit! You probably need to seek someone you can really talk too be that professionaly or private and get that s@^% out of your system otherwise it will keep bothering you for a long time. I don't know how things are done in the US, but you probably can get help from the proper authorities if you're ready for it that is.
I wish you all the strenght in the world to overcome this and keep your head up bro!

Take care

jjmoohead · Mar 13th, 2006, 10:47 AM

I am think...how do these students I am teaching expect to have any success in life if they choose to behave in this manor. Just no effort at all. I have tried to influence them and push them, but it hs made me tired of teaching and lack energy in my everyday life. Its not a disrespecting behavor like i have experienced before. Its just a "I don't care" mentality. They don't tallk back and maybe thats what gets me. Most students with this style of behaviour will shove it in your face and you simple remove them from class, these guys just drain the energy from your body with there glazed eyeballs staring at you as you try to teach them something and not retain a single word you say.

trunks69420 · Mar 13th, 2006, 11:02 AM

currently thinking.... why does life have to keep getting better and better each moment?!?!?! *sarcasm* so i got dumped... which was my fault... lost two good friends and had a horrible revalation about myself... so yeah... one two three.. lets get ready to goto work and pretend to smile.

fuck.

Piggle_humsy · Mar 13th, 2006, 10:15 PM

where has my will to live gone..

Berserker · Mar 15th, 2006, 02:13 AM

Hangover...work...horrible match. Ajax lost 1-0 to Internazionale...kinda dissapointing allthough expected. Oh well, at least after this only two days left to the weekend

Redpyramidhead · Mar 16th, 2006, 05:16 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Piggle_humsy

where has my will to live gone..

It's right there within you to be rediscovered.

Yeah that's what I was thinking right now.

Yeah and I was also thinking I can't wait for the World Cup this summer. Not only that, but look at the difficult group they put the U.S. in... yikes. BUt i Know we can do it!

PEACE

_RED_ stuff

Wertaf · Mar 17th, 2006, 11:10 AM

Im thinking this is a nice website. Have a happy St. Patricks day.

Pu the Owl · Mar 17th, 2006, 11:15 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Wertaf

Im thinking this is a nice website. Have a happy St. Patricks day.

Happy St. Patrick's Day to you, and welcome!

Wertaf · Mar 19th, 2006, 09:25 PM

Thanks for the welcome. Now im thinking the weekend is over and its back to work.

Rei · Mar 19th, 2006, 10:16 PM

Washing dishes is boring!

trunks69420 · Mar 20th, 2006, 07:11 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Rei

Washing dishes is boring!

currently thinking rei is right... i wash dishes at a college every day. blah.... boo dishes.

Infernal Mass · Mar 23rd, 2006, 01:16 AM

I'm thinking this will probably be my final post here for awhile, the community is just not interested in gaming anymore (and is becoming more and more depressing).

Which is a bit ironic since the site is called psfantasy. Before, anyone takes it apon themselves to point it out to me..I already understand that this is General Chat, and alot of game related discussion just doesn't happen here..but it's the busiest forum on the board..and that says it all.

There's been zero new reviews lately, and the only news i ever read here is posted from Vic Viper. I also try to get people to talk in the other forums by posting new stuff but I know now it's a lost cause. I just don't understand this place anymore, it's like a big social experiment or something where everyone gets to play psychologist. I may return once the place picks itself up, but I just don't see that happening.

buena fortuna,

Adam

Berserker · Mar 24th, 2006, 02:21 AM

Sad to see you go Adam, but I understand you 100% I think most of the people that come here don't play that much anymore. The forums are very slow these days even in general chat, but game discussion is even worse. But I know for sure that it will eventually pick up speed and pace when the new s^&@# hits the fan, cause the crew is working like maniacs to make it work. So please do make sure you visit every once in a while to witness it.
Take care dude and thanks for all the laughs!

Piggle_humsy · Apr 8th, 2006, 09:48 AM

I'm still interested in gaming.. I just can't afford to.

I was gonna say basically what Berserker said: sad to see you go, but make sure you check back every once in a while as once the new sites up I'm sure it will draw in members new & old.

Well things I'm thinking about:

Why is it so hard for me to leave my house..
I hope tomorrow isn't too awkward..
I really need to have something to eat..
I wish my shoulder would stop burning

Pu the Owl · Apr 8th, 2006, 08:46 PM

Yes Infernal Mass, there's more to life than gaming and yes, it's still good that even if things are slower, people sometimes still want to talk about their personal lives and situations, and come to post in General Chat above all: it is not as fun as gaming maybe, but it is still proof this ain't only a gaming forum, after all.

BTW, you'll always be welcome

Back to topic.... Voting tomorrow. Hope the jerk who's been elected our Prime Minister 5 years ago will get what he deserves. He destroyed the country, it's time for him to go home

Feb 27th, 2006, 09:24 AM	#1161
Daniel Legge Dark Horse Joined: Jul 2002 Location: England Age: 38 Posts: 399	Currently thinking: Why I am i still stuck in this place? What am i going to do to pass the time untill i can leave this place and begin my real life. Why did i move here in the first place and not move away in the one opportunity i had to leave. Ooooh look a butterfly.... __________________ The true master only engages the worthy opponent!

Mar 1st, 2006, 02:55 PM	#1162
trunks69420 Now Im Nothing Joined: Jan 2002 Location: Rochester, NY Age: 42 Posts: 2,415	thinking i got the 800 so far... but i still need 1000 bucks by march 8th..... fuck. boo. __________________ "It wont give up it wants me dead... Goddamn this voice inside my head" five vicodin chased with a shot of clarity...

Mar 5th, 2006, 02:46 AM	#1163
trunks69420 Now Im Nothing Joined: Jan 2002 Location: Rochester, NY Age: 42 Posts: 2,415	so i just got back from New york city for the first time ever... pretty fucking amazing... really enjoyed myself there... only got to go for one day but it was fun as fuck.... anyways.... thinking im glad i made it back and shit... and.. yeah... other crap. __________________ "It wont give up it wants me dead... Goddamn this voice inside my head" five vicodin chased with a shot of clarity...

Mar 5th, 2006, 02:50 PM	#1164
Faile ys. Joined: Jan 2002 Location: ex-ex-exeter, disunited kingdom Age: 42 Posts: 1,137	Do you realize, that you have the most beautiful face? Do you realize, we're floating in space? Do you realize, that happiness makes you cry? Do you realize that everyone you know, someday, will die? etc. __________________ www.catherineandtheowl.com purr. miaow. hiss.

Mar 7th, 2006, 01:09 AM	#1165
trunks69420 Now Im Nothing Joined: Jan 2002 Location: Rochester, NY Age: 42 Posts: 2,415	so okay... i kindof am thinking a lot.... and if you dont want to hear disturbing things... stop reading this now... wed pm i was out... i had taken E and was having a great time bar hopping with my friends.... some dude asked me if i wanted to smoke some weed and i agreed... i went and smoked a joint... he made me two drinks and as the second one was being made i blacked out. The next thing i actually remember was waking up in my bed..... sounds okay right.... yeah.... welll then i found out what happened. it turns out from my friend chico... he found me downtown wet, without a shirt and going crazy... the guy had drugged my drinks and put me in a hot tub and fucked around with me sexually and shit... i dont want to get into the details cause they really upset me right now which is why i am writing this... so... yueah.. im pretty fucked up about it... and i have flashbacks a few times a day of this shit happening that the guy did to me.... nothing 'anal'.... thank god... but still.... the flashbacks... i cant stop them from comming... and it honestly has been making me cry and freak out on people... im losing control and i need advice and help. xx cory __________________ "It wont give up it wants me dead... Goddamn this voice inside my head" five vicodin chased with a shot of clarity...

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Mar 7th, 2006, 03:38 AM	#1166
Berserker misfit Joined: Jan 2003 Location: graveyard...diggin' up her bones Age: 45 Posts: 2,574	Damn dude, that's some serious f^&@# up shit! You probably need to seek someone you can really talk too be that professionaly or private and get that s@^% out of your system otherwise it will keep bothering you for a long time. I don't know how things are done in the US, but you probably can get help from the proper authorities if you're ready for it that is. I wish you all the strenght in the world to overcome this and keep your head up bro! Take care __________________ I'd rather be forgotten....than remembered for giving in.... Vincere Aut Mori

Mar 13th, 2006, 10:47 AM	#1167
jjmoohead MAGIC MONKEY Joined: Jul 2002 Location: Brandon, Manitoba, Canada Age: 44 Posts: 1,114	I am think...how do these students I am teaching expect to have any success in life if they choose to behave in this manor. Just no effort at all. I have tried to influence them and push them, but it hs made me tired of teaching and lack energy in my everyday life. Its not a disrespecting behavor like i have experienced before. Its just a "I don't care" mentality. They don't tallk back and maybe thats what gets me. Most students with this style of behaviour will shove it in your face and you simple remove them from class, these guys just drain the energy from your body with there glazed eyeballs staring at you as you try to teach them something and not retain a single word you say. __________________ The Magic Is Coming!

Mar 13th, 2006, 11:02 AM	#1168
trunks69420 Now Im Nothing Joined: Jan 2002 Location: Rochester, NY Age: 42 Posts: 2,415	currently thinking.... why does life have to keep getting better and better each moment?!?!?! sarcasm so i got dumped... which was my fault... lost two good friends and had a horrible revalation about myself... so yeah... one two three.. lets get ready to goto work and pretend to smile. fuck. __________________ "It wont give up it wants me dead... Goddamn this voice inside my head" five vicodin chased with a shot of clarity...

Mar 13th, 2006, 10:15 PM	#1169
Piggle_humsy The One & Only Joined: Dec 2002 Location: Being Reborn Age: 43 Posts: 2,132	where has my will to live gone.. __________________

Mar 15th, 2006, 02:13 AM	#1170
Berserker misfit Joined: Jan 2003 Location: graveyard...diggin' up her bones Age: 45 Posts: 2,574	Hangover...work...horrible match. Ajax lost 1-0 to Internazionale...kinda dissapointing allthough expected. Oh well, at least after this only two days left to the weekend __________________ I'd rather be forgotten....than remembered for giving in.... Vincere Aut Mori

Mar 17th, 2006, 11:10 AM	#1172
Wertaf Registered User Joined: Mar 2006 Age: 58 Posts: 3	Im thinking this is a nice website. Have a happy St. Patricks day.

Mar 19th, 2006, 09:25 PM	#1174
Wertaf Registered User Joined: Mar 2006 Age: 58 Posts: 3	Thanks for the welcome. Now im thinking the weekend is over and its back to work.

Mar 19th, 2006, 10:16 PM	#1175
Rei EVA 00 Pilot Joined: Jan 2002 Location: NERV Age: 43 Posts: 2,239	Washing dishes is boring!

Mar 23rd, 2006, 01:16 AM	#1177
Infernal Mass pariah Joined: Apr 2002 Posts: 2,385	I'm thinking this will probably be my final post here for awhile, the community is just not interested in gaming anymore (and is becoming more and more depressing). Which is a bit ironic since the site is called psfantasy. Before, anyone takes it apon themselves to point it out to me..I already understand that this is General Chat, and alot of game related discussion just doesn't happen here..but it's the busiest forum on the board..and that says it all. There's been zero new reviews lately, and the only news i ever read here is posted from Vic Viper. I also try to get people to talk in the other forums by posting new stuff but I know now it's a lost cause. I just don't understand this place anymore, it's like a big social experiment or something where everyone gets to play psychologist. I may return once the place picks itself up, but I just don't see that happening. buena fortuna, Adam __________________

Mar 24th, 2006, 02:21 AM	#1178
Berserker misfit Joined: Jan 2003 Location: graveyard...diggin' up her bones Age: 45 Posts: 2,574	Sad to see you go Adam, but I understand you 100% I think most of the people that come here don't play that much anymore. The forums are very slow these days even in general chat, but game discussion is even worse. But I know for sure that it will eventually pick up speed and pace when the new s^&@# hits the fan, cause the crew is working like maniacs to make it work. So please do make sure you visit every once in a while to witness it. Take care dude and thanks for all the laughs! __________________ I'd rather be forgotten....than remembered for giving in.... Vincere Aut Mori

Apr 8th, 2006, 09:48 AM	#1179
Piggle_humsy The One & Only Joined: Dec 2002 Location: Being Reborn Age: 43 Posts: 2,132	I'm still interested in gaming.. I just can't afford to. I was gonna say basically what Berserker said: sad to see you go, but make sure you check back every once in a while as once the new sites up I'm sure it will draw in members new & old. Well things I'm thinking about: Why is it so hard for me to leave my house.. I hope tomorrow isn't too awkward.. I really need to have something to eat.. I wish my shoulder would stop burning __________________

Apr 8th, 2006, 08:46 PM	#1180
Pu the Owl Useless Oracle™ Joined: Jan 2002 Location: Everywhere Posts: 5,136	Yes Infernal Mass, there's more to life than gaming and yes, it's still good that even if things are slower, people sometimes still want to talk about their personal lives and situations, and come to post in General Chat above all: it is not as fun as gaming maybe, but it is still proof this ain't only a gaming forum, after all. BTW, you'll always be welcome Back to topic.... Voting tomorrow. Hope the jerk who's been elected our Prime Minister 5 years ago will get what he deserves. He destroyed the country, it's time for him to go home

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