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[Pu the Owl]

EEK! That's scary!

[Uchiha Sasuke]

Man, i bet you were in alot of pain that day

[Serj]

Yeah well they numbed my forehead pretty good so I didn't feel anything. The only thing that really hurt were my grades. 10 day suspension, 20 points taken away from each of my classes.

[Uchiha Sasuke]

Originally posted by Serj
Yeah well they numbed my forehead pretty good so I didn't feel anything. The only thing that really hurt were my grades. 10 day suspension, 20 points taken away from each of my classes.

Yeah that sucks you lost that many points

[merylsilverburg]

Omigod....see....that's why I don't want to get into any fights! And almost every girl in my school knows how to fight or is bluffing, but whatever. There's a lot of girls who are white but act black or they're mixed. There's a lot of blacks at my school too and at every waking opportunity, they always want to fight about something. There are also some Thailands, Vietnamese, and Koreans who try to act black....oh man....it's really scary and a bit annoying too. *Sigh* But, yeah.....I like to listen to other's problems but it's not always the same way with me. However, Fortune, my sister understands me very well, so I complain a lot to her, but if she's annoyed with me...she's doing a good job keeping it in! But she knew how hard it was for me to move to this boring-ass town (I hate change) so she allows me to complain and crap. I'm really thankful to her too, 'cause I always feel better after letting out all the anger and annoyances I encounter throughout the day. And, if you have no one to talk to at school....it's a really LONG day. Things are a little better for me now, but I remember when I move to my town....everyday was hell and I remember sometimes I would yell at my family because I was frustrated with the school or the town. And sometimes, I would cry too.....I'm a very pathetic person...

[Serj]

merylsilverburg seems like you have have low self a steam. Try raising your self a steam by running or hitting a punching bag, let your fustration out on a pillow or something. Working out at a gym will also improve your self a steam. You'll feel better about your self.

[Pu the Owl]

I don't think you're pathetic at all
You seem a clever person, so I'm sure you'll be able to handle difficult situations when you're used to it.
And BTW, school is always the worst place to find peace and calmness :p

[Uchiha Sasuke]

You know what i do to raise my self esteem.I play some real hard rock on my guitar and scream my lungs out on my written lyrics

[Serj]

That's another good way. Im more into working out or breathing fresh air.

[merylsilverburg]

Oh no....now we're talking about my self-esteem....maybe I shouldn't have said anything. Well, just to finish off this....I used to have worse low self-esteem than I do now. I thought I was ugly, a horrible person, and no one will like me because I wasn't a guy so I couldn't talk about games. I also thought that no girls would like me because I'm TOO guyish and I don't talk about cosmetics and crap. So, basically, I was all warped out. Plus, with all the moving and the problems I had in sixth grade....I fell down a deep hole. Luckily....after I dyed my hair and I started to look Japanese....I felt a little better....mainly 'cause I admire the Japanese so I felt nice looking like them, even though I'm not Jap, myself. But....let's talk about something else. I hate it when people bump into you in the hallways at school and when they see that you're not a popular person, they won't say, "Sorry" or "exuse me". What's with that?

[Uchiha Sasuke]

Ha that happens to me all the time.People love to bump into me for some reason but usually there friends of mine and i slug them playfully after they do it

[Pu the Owl]

Originally posted by merylsilverburg
.I also thought that no girls would like me because I'm TOO guyish and I don't talk about cosmetics and crap.

ARGH! I hate when all the girls you know spend all day long always talking about cosmetics and clothes!
That's so terribly annoying >__<

[merylsilverburg]

GOD! I know! Once, I went into the women's restroom and there were these girls spraying HAIRSPRAY all over! They were literally making their hairs into beehives, it was horrible. I was all coughin' and gagging but....hey! Whatever, right? A girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do! THAT IS STUPID!

[Pu the Owl]

LOL
I'm a girl but sometimes that makes me feel really ashamed looking at how silly girls can be when it comes to hair, clothing, make up and so on.

I hated when I was in school trip and girls in my room used to spend hours and hours in the bathroom.

[merylsilverburg]

That is so dumb. Why would you spend so much time wasting it on crap like that, when it's gonna disappear as the day goes on? Oh, but wait, they have this stuff called a "press powder" which they dab on constantly so they're faces wouldn't look oily and crap. Okay, sure, but if you're still ugly, you can't hide that!

[Pu the Owl]

Some classmates I had looked terribly different with or without make up!
I mean, they used to go to school with tons of make up on their faces (and that was scary) so when I had the possibility to look at them without make up I thought: "UGH! Who is she?". For example they used cosmetics to be more pale or to look a bit thinner, but OMG, they were kinda ridiculous both with or without make up...different of course, but not nice at all! :p

[Uchiha Sasuke]

Originally posted by Fortune
Some classmates I had looked terribly different with or without make up!
I mean, they used to go to school with tons of make up on their faces (and that was scary) so when I had the possibility to look at them without make up I thought: "UGH! Who is she?". For example they used cosmetics to be more pale or to look a bit thinner, but OMG, they were kinda ridiculous both with or without make up...different of course, but not nice at all! :p

Same thing with the girls at my school they love to load up on makeup

[merylsilverburg]

Chicks just have a thing with make-up. And what you said, Fortune, about the girls looking very different with or without make-up...it's true. Only sometimes, they look okay, but I know this girl who was absolutely hideous! She came in one day looking like she ran off to join the circus. Can't express it, wouldn't want to scare the hell outta ya guys. I have to admit though....I am into the cosmetic thing a little, mainly because of the influence of those Japanese girl fashion mags. OMIGOD! Those girls don't waste their money on food....they waste it on make-up! I flip and flip and flip forever and it's all about cosmetics and how to apply them. I thought it was cute (yes, I do have a girly side) so now, I'm kinda into it. But, I can't get any of their stuff, 'cause it's all in Japan. But, even though I think it's cute...I wouldn't spend the rest of my life putting it on, just for a day out, ya know what I mean?

[Uchiha Sasuke]

I'm lucky im a guy i dont have to spend hours trying to look good

[merylsilverburg]

Yeah....guys are lucky. Except for those popular ass-holes. They spend some time looking good for the popular chicks. Whatever. But, I don't wear any make-up. I actually just get up in the morning, throw on my clothes and go. No hair fixing, no make-up, nothing. The only thing I apply is chapstick, 'cause during winter, my lips are chapped and dry and crap.