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[Piggle_humsy]

Sorry to hear your sad sad news Panuru, as a pet owner I can understand how very upsetting losing a pet can be, and in such a horrible way, ppl who harm animals are sick!
I hope the person who did this to your poor cat gets some real bad karma.

Thoughts in my head:
Why does my throat hurt so much.. Maybe too much shouting?..
When will this damn pollen go away..
What am I gonna wear for my mates 21st bash
and who will I take..hmm...
wahey... I got meself one of those there webcams dontcha know...
Modern technology.. what will they think of next..

Piggle
x x x x

[tempted]

Originally Posted by Panuru

My favourite cat, the one I loved the most, passed away this morning. Poisoned... Who or what can be so unfair to make things like this happen. Fate, coincidence, someone with a profound hate for animals... I don't know. Nobody will tell me. I can only accept the fact I will never go one of these days, as planned for years, away from home, bringing only this cat among all with me. And from now on nobody at home will follow me with bloodshot eyes to obtain a piece of chocolate.

I'm sorry to hear that Panuru..i know what that is..i got both my dogs poisoned in less than 2 months time..i was able to get one to the vet in time so luckly he's still alive..but the other one i was too late..

[tempted]

I'm really sorry for double post...but i need to get this out of me or i'm going to blow up..

So here's what i'm thinking right now:

I'm really sad right now because i fell in love you this really great guy...and when everything seemed to be going good i messed it up by asking him something that i now think i shouldn't have or maybe i should have asked earlier so i wouldn't get this damn pain right now...i really don't know wether i should or shouldn't have asked him this..because now he wants to end something that we didn't even get the chance to start...and i'm really upset and sad cause he says he loves me and he cares about me too much to hurt me...now i think he's being selfish cause he doesn't seem to listen to what i'm trying to say to him ..i mean yes there are a couple of things getting in our way making it seem like it's impossible to work but the thing is he doesn't even want to try and he doesn't even allow me to try and make it work..i just don't know what to think ..how can i try and make it work if he doesn't seem to make up his mind about it...i mean one minute he wants it the other he says it won't work..i know he's been hurt alot of times before and that probably he's just afraid of getting hurt again and to put me thru that same pain but how can someone give up so easily of someone that he's suppose to love so much..why are people so afraid of taking chances..i mean i would rather the pain of not being able to be with him if i tried it than the pain of not trying at all...arrgh...i just don't really know what to think or what to do anymore ...
" i just wanna believe in us"..."Gorecki"..

PS.i'm sorry again for double post..

[Pu the Owl]

Originally Posted by Kaena

I'm sorry to hear that Panuru..i know what that is..i got both my dogs poisoned in less than 2 months time..i was able to get one to the vet in time so luckly he's still alive..but the other one i was too late..

I'm happy for the dog you could save. And sad for the dog you couldn't save.

The worst, if I can say so, part of the story, not to sound even more pathetic, is that now there are three kittens in my house that don't and won't know their mother isn't coming back. I know animals can live without their mother, especially when they live at home with somebody who's taking care of them (plus, I have another female cat with little kittens and it won't be a problem for her to take care of other three of them as they were her own). She was so overprotective, she wouldn't let anybody touch her kittens while she was around. Now they're not used to be left alone for a long time, without a guide or protection. I am probably putting too muh human feeling into this question, but looking at them they seemed to be a little "low" and sort of "confused", because as I said they are not used to be alone all time.


Ok, stop ranting now. Life goes on and nature will fix this too with the passing of time. Nature always tends to perfection, I suppose.

EDIT: one of the kittens died today

[Berserker]

I feel so sorry for you Panuru
What kind of sick person poisons an animal? Good luck with the kittens and I hope they're doing well.
Sort of a sidenote in Holland we have this sort of known figure who is called "pistolen paultje" who is an ex weapons dealer and allround criminal figure, he did his time and know has bettered his life and is an weapon collector at the age of 65+. This man has the most deep hate against people who hurt animals, he once had a guy who molested horses been waited outside the jail when he got out and had him molested by a group of underworld/gym types. How cool is that! He also puts out rewards of large sums in order to catch people who hurt animals. So we sort of have a protector of animals around here, allthough the last few years I haven't heard much of him probably due to his old age.

I'm sorry to hear about you dogs Kaena. And about the guy I know it's easy for me to say but it's his loss, cause you're a wonderful, beautiful woman.

[tempted]

Originally Posted by beserker

..And about the guy I know it's easy for me to say but it's his loss, cause you're a wonderful, beautiful woman.

Thanks B..
Anyway today's thoughts - damn Greeks beat the shit out of us yesterday ..oh well life goes on..

[Berserker]

Yeah, who would have thought that?? Greece winning the EC....has the world gone mad...

[trunks69420]

Hmm... what am i thinking... i am thinking.. i really love the NIN.. but when i am in moods like these.. perhaps its not the best thing in the world to listen to.. just a thought...

[Carlito]

Why kids have to be so wild. Most kids are unbearable, they just destroy anything they touch and they shout all time and they want more spaces eery time they do something like that. They've got a weird hunger for spaces. They steal lots of spaces to others, those little orcs. I don't envy their parents.

[Piggle_humsy]

Im thinking:
How wonderful this guy is.
How I really love 'The Streets - Dry your Eyes', it's so beautiful and emotional, some of the lyrics make me all teary.
How I wish I didn't have such narrow minded mates.
How I should be in bed but I'm not
And how much Im looking forward to seeing my brother's g/f's little boy again.

Piggle
x x x x

[Berserker]

I'm thinking....How the hell can the weather be this bad it's supposed to be summer it looks more like fall. Last year we had such a great summer and now this....

[tempted]

-Why do i always believe in people who lie and hurt me instead of those who advise me against them..
-I must be really dumb

[Pu the Owl]

Originally Posted by beserker

I'm thinking....How the hell can the weather be this bad it's supposed to be summer it looks more like fall. Last year we had such a great summer and now this....

Yes, it's colder than last summer, but last summer was probably the hottest summer of the last two centuries... or so it was said by records and experts. No wonder this year is different... but you are right: I must say these days really look like September.

[Berserker]

Last year people were yelling "OOOh the climate is changing it's getting more dry every year, global warming etc. etc. I think we just got lucky last summer and we're heading for a six months fall...

[Uchiha Sasuke]

Well this is what I've currently been thinking. Man its been a hard ass month with all this moving bs. I sure hope that everyone in my life is ok at the moment. What can I do to be a better person.

[Rei]

I am thinking, for no particular reason: life is beautiful, I love it with all my heart. Sometimes I don't appreciate it enough, because I want more, but I don't know what. Still, in moments like this I think I'm so lucky I can't be bothered to desire more. I am happy with what I am and what I have. I must be drunk

[Piggle_humsy]

Im thinking:
Why is it everything else on this site is working fine except for the function to save my sig! I just wanted to edit it... arrgh! Work goddammit!

Im sleep deprived!

[Pu the Owl]

I hate summer karaoke. I hate living here and not being able to watch a movie because of the noise. It's not the first time and won't be the last I say that... I keep on ranting, about the same stuff and in the same moments, like the typical old woman who's at war with the rest of the world...

[Meiko]

I'm so sleepy today

[Rei]

Must go to a wedding tomorrow, I hate weddings, they're so boring! I'm desperate now... The best thing in weddings is the buffet...