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[Redpyramidhead]

Yes, I know this is pretty useless, but it's not that I like the situation. I can't think of going out and acting as if nothing happened. But of course I have to focus my attention on something else maybe. At least for a little time.

What you are doing and how you acting to this situation is certainly not useless, so don't be hard on yourself. There isn't anybody who's as caring as you obviously are who wouldn't act the same way. In this case, do what you feel in your heart is the right thing to do(sometimes heart is more powerful than mind, especially in a case like this...) ...I know that may not be totally clear right now, but the answer may just come to you. You seem like the kind of person who has perfectly sensible and very human emotions so that's why there should be no qualms with somebody like you following your heart in a case like this.
Last, but not least, don't feel bad about posting any personal issues here. This is one of those things that the internet, IMO, is actually for. I hope you, as well as this guy, feel better.


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[Frozen]

I dunno if this was mentioned before but probably his family are acting like ass with you since they probably think you are a vitch or something like that, thanks to whateve the guy told them without knowing your side of the story. Having that cleared could give you the chance to see him, all that comes to my mind is to ask someone that has access to them to do it for you, or send him a message directly with that someone, if that is possible.

But I don't think you should try too hard, twice or thrice may be good, mroe than that would be a waste of time, I think, since that's good enough to show that you really are worried, but well, if they don't want you to se him, screw 'em.

And yeah, keep your mind busy and focused in other things as well, for your own good.

[Hylas]

Originally posted by Frozen

And yeah, keep your mind busy and focused in other things as well, for your own good.

I've tried, yes I did, but as a result I could sleep one hour or so tonite. I feel like crap now

[Beretta55]

Originally posted by Hylas

I've tried, yes I did, but as a result I could sleep one hour or so tonite. I feel like crap now

ugh i know how you feel. i have been there many time's if i got into fight's and not said i was sorry i just couldnt live with the guilt.
but for the family if they still dont let you see him after awhile. there really isnt much you can do.

[goodman]

There isnt a easy answer, Hylas, but at least his family knows how much you care. Do what comes naturally, listen to your inner self closely and make a decision based on what your desires are. Eventually you will be able to talk to him again if that is so desired. But remember the only reason you stopped talking to him was something that he is keeping to himself. Rationalize what you must in doing whatever or not doing whatever you do........