[trunks69420]

As i sit in a room filled with memories
my mind starts to wonder
where i am and what i am doing
a warm blanket around my shoulders
the blanket extends to my mind
i've never seen with such sight
but now i remain blind
the warmth seeps through me
covering every inch
but just as it seems okay
in the back of my brain is a pinch
a subtle stab to the center of my mind
my world was okay.. now i've left it behind
no sense of feeling and no sense of love
being pushed from reality with a great shove
face first into the coldness of an alternate reality
i feel cold and alone
my mind begins to fade but its not that its not bright
my vision is failing i cant see the light
i cant remember my name now
i'm lost inside myself
my brain feels as though its melting
turning in on itself
I feel i'll never be happy again
something is terribly wrong
i glance to my left and i stare to my right
what was i thinking to try this tonight
i begin to lose control
my muscles get tight
and then it dawns on me
i could die tonight
my bones become stiff and i cannot move
my words break into murmurs
i am lost in nothing
lean back into my couch to feel some safety
it swallows me whole
i swim inside the cushions that once held me up
looking up at my body
being pulled down to my death
a voice echoes through
i wont die tonight
two hands under my arms
raise me back to light
sitting there regaining my sight
i reach to my left and turn out the light
drift into sleep but pleasantly not eternal
my mind still racing with thoughts
i am still alive.