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trunks69420 · Mar 13th, 2002, 01:18 PM

SSSnake: I dont know you personally or anything, but i just got through a similar thing that you have right now.
There was this one chick; Tracy that i could not get over. I felt everything that i could ever want was in her. I am talking kids, future, love EVERYTHING! I was too much of a pansy to ever tell her and then she ended up going out w/ some chump bastard who i wanted to kill for the longest time.
After that, i went into serious depression and tried to kill myself several times, due to the major let down that i will never have tracy. Finally months later, i got frustrated w/ myself and finally decided to talk to her.
I told her how i felt and she said that she didnt feel the same way and it crushed me. Then she said she liked me a lot as a friend, which helped; but it was not the thing i wanted. I am still not completely over her, but i find life a little more managable now that i have gotten the secret obsession off of my mind.
My best advice to you is to say something. You may not get the answer that you are looking for, but at least you will have some kind of peace of mind.
Thats all for now...
Sorry i wrote so much

Mar 13th, 2002, 01:18 PM	#53
trunks69420 Now Im Nothing Joined: Jan 2002 Location: Rochester, NY Age: 39 Posts: 2,415	SSSnake: I dont know you personally or anything, but i just got through a similar thing that you have right now. There was this one chick; Tracy that i could not get over. I felt everything that i could ever want was in her. I am talking kids, future, love EVERYTHING! I was too much of a pansy to ever tell her and then she ended up going out w/ some chump bastard who i wanted to kill for the longest time. After that, i went into serious depression and tried to kill myself several times, due to the major let down that i will never have tracy. Finally months later, i got frustrated w/ myself and finally decided to talk to her. I told her how i felt and she said that she didnt feel the same way and it crushed me. Then she said she liked me a lot as a friend, which helped; but it was not the thing i wanted. I am still not completely over her, but i find life a little more managable now that i have gotten the secret obsession off of my mind. My best advice to you is to say something. You may not get the answer that you are looking for, but at least you will have some kind of peace of mind. Thats all for now... Sorry i wrote so much __________________ "It wont give up it wants me dead... Goddamn this voice inside my head" five vicodin chased with a shot of clarity...

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