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Old Apr 29th, 2005, 07:25 AM   #1
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No Expression.

THis poem i woke up today at 815 am and wrote... i had a really 'bad' dream and this is what it produced.




i wake up covered with fear and sweat
Bathed in the pain of my regret
The pain i feel inside would kill a normal man
i'm less than any of you so i do the best i can
The things i love in life can be defined by one thing
One single beautiful person to who i'de give a ring
But covered with regret cause i know i'll never have her again
i awaken discouraged waiting to see my end
I could go back to sleep but what is the point
when i wake up again i'll want her even worse
this early sunday morning it all becomes more clear
the razor on my bedstand becomes more near
i run it down my arm carving out your name
as my last blood drips out of my veins
a crimson tear stains my face.
i would have looked forever, but none can replace.
you.
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