Actually, I'm not as surprised as I would have been if it happened to me say....a year ago. I've been becoming more and more spiritual lately with a huge and rapid increase starting about spring and throughout the summer and even more this fall. I was always kind of spiritual in the sense that I was in touch with the idea of souls and spirits of things in nature around me or atleast that is what i believe, that are powerful and things within us that can be used for helping eachother and healing one an other on a reasonable basis. Anywayz, I have foudn myself being able to slip into much more relaxed states than I ever have before in my life and this i much due to the fact that I feel that I very well might have conquered a depression that has plagued me for most of my life. This past fall especially, I would have to say I have never felt this happy this often since I was a child. Don't get me wrong, I still feel awful at times, but those times appear to not rule me anymore.
So, to answer your question and to respond to your statement Hylas:
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Has anything like that, not exactly like that, ever happened to you before yesterday? I mean, experiencing anything like this all of a sudden, without previous warnings... It's upsetting, isn't it?
Yeah, like Rei I've also heard people looking for enlightenment or ascesis often find themselves in these situations, but they take place after a long training, this cannot be the case!
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THere actually has been a lot of build up to this moment so it wasn't quite so sudden.
Want to hear something strange? I think this is somehow connected to an eye injury I had last spring, but healed from it. It wasn't supposed to heal the way it did. Nodbody else who has ever had the same or similar injury on record as I had was able to heal without surgury. They all needed a corneal transplant... Does anybody remember the thread I made about that whole thing?
I want to thank you guys for responding, this is helping me. Rei, I will look into what you mentioned. Thanks...it actually means a lot to me
I will be back with more insight on my experience.
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