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Old Oct 14th, 2003, 12:14 AM   #71
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Originally posted by Meiko

Real Name: Leigh
Age: 17
Weight: 118
Height: 5'5''
Hair: blonde
Eyes: dark green

I think I'm the average 17 years old girl... I still have to decide what I want to do in the future.
I think it pretty much impossible to be the average anything so I'm pretty sure you're much more unique than you think Plus you sound like you could be, too. As for deciding what you want to do with your future, that is not something I would worry about so much right away. Some people jump into that and decide on something they are ultimately unhappy with spending time pursuing or worse, doing it as a career. Let the answer come to you and let it be based on something you enjoy doing and feel you can use to contribute to society and I'm possitive you have plenty of ability to do that

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Weird side - Okay, for some strange reason... I like to annoy my cat up to the point where he decides he has had enough and finally attacks me and makes me bleed. I... I... like the feeling that those scratchs give me. They make me feel somewhat... more alive.
Qjij_jijQ, that is indeed rather strange, and I can't personally condone treating your cat that way, but I've heard stranger things people do to "feel alive" than that. My advice to you is to find a girlfriend who likes to scratch and I'm sure that would take a lot of certain stresses out of your life.

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feel somewhat dead inside... and I think it's due to a lack of the factor 'choice' in my childhood. It's hard to say if it's a good thing or a bad thing though... it seems to have made me unable to care for people ( other than animals ).
Your childhood is in your past. My suggestion is to explore a whole new world of choice now that you are old enough to. You said you are working on paying for college. That's one thing that should give you the right to have choice in that matter. I don't know how much your parents try to get involved with that, but if you keep showing them you are working towards some kind of goal on your own, they should continue to give you more space. Granted, I don't know if that's an actual problem or not. What I do know is you will feel less and less dead inside as your life becomes more your own. This is what helped me. Getting hung up on the fact it wasn't in your childhood won't help. Forget that. You are who you are now, not then and you will continue to be more and more independent. Go for it man!

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Originally posted by fantasytiger

fav guys: Italian, latin, Irish( young blue eyed cute ones lol)
Well, let's see, I am very latin in a big way and I have blue mixed in with green and brown in my eyes and very cute (I have no idea,) but they are certainly not young eyes compared to you so I'm afraid you're out of luck

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about 5'3'' ( yeah im a short one)
YES! Us short people rule!


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