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Well, shit, I actually felt like crying when I read your "tale"
Dude, I currently work two jobs and I feel it's a pain in the arse. Now, doing that PLUS college, I have to say, I ADMIRE YOU, SAI. And you are 16, I'm almost 20. Goddamn.
*BOWS*
It seems like you are a hard-working, responsible bad-ass dude. But you are too fricken young, man. And I'm guessing she's as young, too.
There's a whole lifetime for the two of you ahead of yourselves, and times always change. If there is true love from both parts, what is most likely is that the two of you will find each other again. Maybe other people will come along for the two of you, before you get to be together again. Maybe you will never be with haer, again, ever. But because you'll find someone much better (even if you think such a thing is impossible, right now).
There's no telling, man. I, for one, would have never spent that much money on a chick I think I'm gonna lose, unless she were my fiance or something like that. But that's me. you already gave your point. If making her night happy was worth 500 bucks for you, then you did the right thing.
Of the littel I have leanred about this kinda stuff, all I have to say, is do not cling on things, or people. Be on standby mode. If she decides to give you more time, that'd be awsome. If not, it should not affect you as much, remember there is thousands of women that would love a guy like you, and probably give you the time you deserve.
Just remember waht I said man: you are too fricken young. It's not good to focus on somebody else's life on that age: focus on yourself and your mom, who, by the way, I hope she gets better.
I wish you the best luck, man.
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