[Berserker]

I'm so tired of being fucked up all the time
but I can't seem to do it any other way,
maybe I'm not as strong as you
but sometimes my fucked up life brings me down
when I look around.
My life it didn't make me hate
it just hardened something deep down inside of me.
I think it was my humanity.
I want it back, I want to feel normal again, I wanna feel like a human.
I don't wanna be like this no more,
I'm just looking for some shelter of salvation
or something to believe in or just maybe someone who cared.

There's no where to turn, everyone betrays you.
I can't trust anyone and I'm so fucking paranoid.
I'm allways waiting for the phone or door.
It's just nobody for sure.
I can't remember when a day's gone by
that I haven't thought about bringing myself up.
I know I ain't shit but I know I'll never be shit.
I've got no future but I think I can deal with it, I think I can live,
if I can just look at one person
and see them smile at me and know that they meant it.

Blood for Blood - Redemption denied