Which were you referring to as being a bit irritating? I was a littl confused about that part.
Other than that, thanks. Yes, I will be in a better mood later, but today I have generally been in a worse mood than when I began this thread. That was before I read the replies tonight, though. They have been helpful, as I said before.
You are right about the fantasy worlds that Lovecraft built being a good example of something that could actually be beneficial. Helps you keep creative in hard times and reminds you what you are worth.
I was referring to this fear of mine that I would become like one of his bed-ridden characters feeling hopeless save for what he could do in his head to entertain himself. LOL, of course that won't happen, but I wonder sometimes
I am making lots of progress in my life right now compared to only a few months ago I should mention. What makes it hard never goes away, though, and that's why it's important to share notes with people on how to deal with life. That's one great thing about the general chat forum here at psfantasy.com
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