You guys have been really helpful. A lot of these things I have thought about before, but when somebody else says it and puts it in perspective and also shares things I didn't think of...well it's very helpful. Fortune, you have no idea how similar we are! It's kinda scary! People tell me not to worry cuz there are people in the same situation as me and/or they were once in a similar one themselves but to actually hear it from somebody who is dealing with it right now goes a lot further. Reid, your ideas in taking my creative approach to things in a more relaxed way are very helpful. It helps to not be so uptight when creating. Thinking it in your mind is definately one thing, and putting it to "reality" is definately another. Very hard to bridge the gap between the two.
I worry sometimes that if I can't I will start living in a fantasy world in my mind and convince myself it's just as real as what's outside my mind. Who says whats created on the outside of one's imagination is anymore important thant what's created on the inside? See, now I'm sounding like H.P. Lovecraft whose work I admire very much, but atleast he was able to create and share for everyone and make his mark on the real world. Almost didn't happen, of course.
Ok, that last paragraph was my rant for the day. Apparently, I'm not bridging the creative gap enough to make a longer and more interesting rant today. My poor mind
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