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I feel it's necessary for me to quit video games. It's not lie i'll miss em too much, i suck at most of em anyways. But the main reason i need to stop playing is because i get really frustrated by them , to the point where i yell and scream and cuss like you wouldn't believe, expecially when thinking of an upbeat and kind person as myself.
I came across this revelation while playing Tao Feng, a new fighting game fior the XBox. I can't imagine how much i yelled and hit things while playing the game. The only reason i didn't brteak the controler was because it weasn't mine, but SSSnake's, and he'd hurt me if i broke it. I find that the worst part of me comes out when i play video games, anything from Halo, to Mario Sunshine, to any old RPG. I become very loud, violent, and angry. Makes me one of the most unpleasant people to be around when i'm playing them.
And, since i never seem to do very well at video games, no matter how much i try, i find that playing them is quite demeaning. So i feel that the best thing for me to do is lay down on the gaming, and sooner or later stop all together. But no matter how much i hatre them, i will never stop playing Halo and Melee with my friends. They just make the world come together.
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If you could see the future, would you try to change it? Would you keep trying... even if you knew you would always fail?
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