I fell in love with a girl when I was in the 9th grade. I was so shy, and still a little, and I went to ask her one day STRAIGHT whether she liked me or not. It was also a straight NO.. I was so depressed, thought I'm not good enough for anyone. Oh, the misery.. Fortunately I'm now over it.
Couple of years later I had a big crush with another beautiful girl. I haven't asked her anything, and probably won't. That first one kinda left eternal scars.
Hope I'll get completely over her someday.
Now I sound too sissy and stop typing.