Too many things, but at the same time I wouldn't have wanted to turn out any different than the person I am in terms of so many things, does anybody know what I mean? I feel I am a creative and imaginative person in such a way that I would not want to have to give that up in order to have lived my life too differently up until now. At the same time, I have a lot of regrets as to things I've missed out on that I really wish I would have done by now, but I know so many things are in my future and one can never run out of possibilities unless something disastrous happens. Then again I am always in fear that the disastrous will happen and I will not complete my goals that will lead me to happiness, but well at least tonight I am not going to worry about it because I spend so much of my life worrying about it. There's a big thing I would change...being able to not worry myself quite literally sick over not finding the right things in life that I yearn for, etc.
We are all too hard on ourselves and reading some of the posts in this thread I can definately think of some examples. We all tend tot label ourselves too this or too that or not good enough at something when others might have no idea you felt that way based on what they know of you. That's the thing. We all need to learn to ask others who are our friends and supporters who know something about us their opinions before knocking ourselves. Ignore those who don't have constuctive criticism.
Hey guyz, can you remind me to take my own advise?
Even though it might suck? Damn, there I go again
Aargh... I just thought of a contradiction to my theory! Oh no...
Oh well, peace for now
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