[Cannibal Clown]

I have times when i want to get someone back for what they've done to me. It's rare that i ever actaully want to do any real harm to anyone though. I'm usually very gentile with people and I never resort to violence, pretty much because of the fact the results of my actions aren't worth it.

When i was little, my step mom was always real cruel to me and always treated me unfairly compared to my half sisters. Shge'd always yell at me for nothing and always make me feel stupid and that i would never amount to anything in my life because I was never good enough or smart enough to make it on my own. I heted her. I never wanted to visit my father because I knew that I would heve to be in the same house asw her and take her crap every day i was there. But I loved my father and my three sisters, so I went there anyways, and took her sh*t like a man. I always wanted to just turn around and hit her accros the face or push her down the stairs and laugh because of how much she would always tease and laugh at me. But i just walked it off and now I get along fine with her. But from time to time, she still yells at me and makes me feel like a dumb ass. But I learned to live with it.

As a matter of fact, at times I'm glad of all of the verbal abuse, because I'm able to withstand just about anything from people now without ever actaully resorting to violence.

The only thing that I can actually think of that happened in my life where I actually got mad enough at someone to retaliate and really hurt someone was last symmer for something that he and a few of his friends did to me and it really pissed me off. But it's very personal so I wont get into it.

Other than that, I never feel like wanting to truely hurt someone because of what they might have doen, I just learn to cope with it and move onb, or else I just keepm it all inside and pretend that nothing ever happened. But other than last summer, i've never resorted to violence to let out my anger. But at least the only time I did get into a fight, I won. I kicked all their asses and felt real good about it. But like I said, I wont get into details.