[Frozen]

Originally posted by Gadzoox



Oh another thing, don't be so freaking NEGATIVE about yourself!! It's so easy for someone (well for me anyhow) to pick out someone with negative emotions towards themselves and it's not fun to be around that!!

And that is ABSOLUTELY true. I know it for I was like that, all the time. I realised that by experience, that no one likes to be with someone with depressing and negative emotions all the time. It is something I had to change, although not completely.

I used to talk all sorts of crap about myself and kick on myself real hard. Now, all I have to say, is that MY LUCK IS ROTTEN. Really, it is. I like and love myself but sometimes it can not be helped to feel bad about the situation, specially when you are VERY lonely and want at least some company and don't even have it.

And then when some one comes and it seems this stuff is going to change, and you actually see it's changing, all of a sudden you realize this person has just been playing with you and have you close only for her own pleasure and convenience, but not because she ever gave a damn about you.

It's hard to be positive in this kind of situation.

Yeah, depressing, indeed.