[merylsilverburg]

Originally posted by Fortune

Listen, I perfectly know that sharing your problems in a Forum is not the best thing to do, but you know among all the people that come here, there are some who you know a little better and they will be happy to listen to you and help you with some words, if they can. I don't think it's fair to ask you to post here all the situations that are making you feeling bad. I can't recommend you to talk here, because it's like talking to unknown people as well, and it's obvious this could make you feel ashamed.
It's up to you to talk or not, but the thing I can say is: just talk to the ones you think can understand or to the ones you have more "familiarity" (because you talked to them other or because you know they're kinda reliable). Just don't worry for the others. I think those people (as I know you have some "friends" here) could help you more than all the others that could read your posts here.

Yes, that's why I don't really want to share the problems. I do have a few people I'm really close to on here and I've only told my situation to one of them. I'm sure that many of you could understand, but then I still feel afraid.
Ah, I feel so pathetic sharing my problems with you guys, when I usually want to help people more. So sorry.....I just don't know what I should do about the medicine. I suppose I'll take it, but I'm just afraid that it might make me lose my sense of duty...because my depression is actually helping me realize what I must do in my life.
I guess we can call this case close. Thanks again for all your help guys.