I'm really sorry to hear that, Meryl. I wish there was something I could do... I think that you should take the medecine because if you don't, you'll always wonder what it would've done. You never know, it could change your life. I have a couple of friends who take anti-depressents and it really helped them. I'm sure you'll make the right choice in the end, what you think is best. Even if it isn't the right choice, you can always get off the pills. Whatever you decide to do, I wish you luck
