[merylsilverburg]

Originally posted by Hylas

I don't know either if they will find the time to talk to me outside the hospital. It's like talking to a wall, really. You should hear them I'll try, maybe on the phone is better... But I don't know really what to do. It makes me feel helpless, to stay here without being able to do anything else than staring at the monitor...

Sorry for being a pain, and thanks for the replies.

You're not being a pain, Hylas so don't worry.

Talking on the phone is good but bad too. They will likely keep hanging up on you if they hear you speak. I think talking with them face to face is better because you're right there and they can see your facial expressions. You shouldn't feel helpless; you made an effort to go see him and it was them who wanted to turn you away. It's not like you're not worried or you don't care at all...you do. So try not to be too stressed about this and just see how things go later on.