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My God, if I ever actually had a chanse with a girl, at all, i might actually take this thread seriously, but as history in my life shows, chicks don't find me much of anything, and it doesn't seem like i have much of a chanse with anyone in the slightest. The only time i found a girl who i really liked, and actually liked me back, ended up going back to Russia at the end of the summer. So that was a pile of sh*t and a half. And then the whole idea that people find me as a retard, looser, moron, dumbass, idiot, ect... leaves me with the idea that i'll probally never have enough self esteem to ever get the balls to ask a girl out is like one in a billion. And then there is the whole story about Liz, who i finally did express my fealings toward, and she gave me an answer that i loved more than i could ever possibly imagine. But she has a boyfriend and has mad it known that they will probally never break up...ever. So luck with me and the opposite of sex hasn't shown pleasable for me. And the only way i can actually ask a girl out, is if it's like, totally bluntly, saying, you wanna do something later if you have nothing better to do?
So that's it i guess. Damn,
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