[merylsilverburg]

Originally posted by Frozen
It's quite sad that I really don't happen to know you then. *points at her*

It's not your fault, Frozen, that you don't know me that well....it's actually mine because I don't like to be open with that many people and tell them my problems. It's all due to past experiences, so I just decided to help people instead.

At least I try to show you how I am in the best way possible, as with most of people I talk to, specially those I consider "closer" to me.

Once again, Frozen, I apologize to you...but there may be no way for you to understand what I really am or how I came to be this way. I can try to explain every horrible thing that went on in my life ever since I was a kid, but that's probably something best left in the dark. I have nothing against you, Frozen, it's just...my problems are too complicated to be properly handled.

Life is a thing to endure until it's end. And it will never be fair or perfect, always remember that. Up to you if you want it to be worse than it already is, fellas.

I see what you're saying, Frozen, but some of us have no choice whether we want our lives to be more pleasant or make it more worse. Sometimes, when some of us try to look forward to the things in life that are good, it blows up in our face. Sometimes, when we try to look for the good, the bad things are always just a step behind to remind us we can't escape.

and the thing about being a mistake, Meryl..... it's another thing to discuss about, but I'll be brief:

Mistakes are those who were born to kill, rape, and decieve others.

Not those who have given counsel, cheered up, and brought happiness to others. And I don't think that someone who I admire, even if what I admire is just a minimal valure of that person, is a mistake.

You probably never will tell me why do you think so badly about yourself, but at least I'm trying to point out the good things about yourself, which I think are good enough characteristics to make a person special. I may be wrong, though.

Thanks for the kind words, Frozen...though I don't think I did that much stuff to be admired by you or anyone else. In fact, I don't think I've done enough...but, anyways...sorry for all my boring ranting, I'm sure many people have fallen asleep by now , so I'll stop.