Mena, don't call me Frozen
Not you.
I may just make it clear... I actually got drunk in the party, while the things were happening.... I didn't get drunk because I was sad about it afterhand. I was already drunk.
And your absolutely right. Things happen for the better or for the worse. I think now that it happened for the better. And I don't blame her either. No hatred I have for her. She did the wise thing. What she shouldn't have said in a first moment is the fact that she wanted to go to bed with me..... if I just didn't know that, I would have not got any hopes or anything, ya know? Then when I found out it could not happen, that's when I got all upset.
Well, what I have very clear is the fact that I have been alone for such a long time..... so I am very sensitive in all this matters. Added to that the fact that whenever I do something wrong, or THINK that I did something wrong... I just kick on myself so hard that it hurts
Hugs and kisses for everyone. Yes, I'm Bi (I'm just kidding
)You guys don't know how happy I feel that you cared and wasted some of your precious time helping to grow up this little maturity of mine
It's very much appreciated.