Don't be too hard on yourself frozen you did nothing wrong.
Older girls are complicated..well for me anyways. My first time was 2 years ago with a girl 4 years older than me. She was very aggressive..the only reason i bring this up is beacause she went around asking alot of people if i was a virgin beforehand. This i found out through my trusted friend Alisha(right then i knew she was planning something..so did others). I felt it was odd that she didin't come straight to me..
..kinda made me feel embarrased at the time. Very complicated they are.
Well i just want to say that i really wish i had waited, even though she was excessively hot..i think It would've been much better for me if i had waited for about a year.
..it's very had to say no though. i am weak when it comes to that sort of thing. My willpower just goes away leaving me all alone.
