Yeah, it really depends on how I feel a certain day. A lot of the time I just love to be alone or with my parents, I rarely want to be out with my friends for some reason.
Right now I don't want to do anything. As usual when I have to work on that day. I like to either play my PS2, draw/paint/sculpt, or just wander around the net and look at art.
I barely have any friends that actually make me feel like I'm a part of something or that I understand/they understand me. No one I can just laze around with, play games or just do nothing with except one of them. Luckily she just lives down the street from me but we rarely call each other because both of us dont like the phone. We both work this summer, and I personally don't like calling people because I feel as though I'm bothering them.
Sometimes I create characters to keep me company. I know, it's pathetic. When I try and draw them they never turn out right, it really angers me. Then I get mad and read a book to calm down. Heh.
Also, unrequieted love sucks. When I'm lonely I picture me cuddling with this guy, but it's always just in my mind. It's pretty sad now that I think of it... I guess there's always that unattainable /someone/ we think we would rather be with.
Sorry guys but I'm in one of those 'everything sucks' moods. Can't be happy all the time.
I'll shut my trap now.