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i'm considered an outsider. not many people like me, and i'm very different from anyone i know, even my few good friends. So all in all, i'm always alone because i have nothing to do in the social world. people are very different from me, and so they don't make me feel like i'm one of them. So i feel very alone. Like meryl said, whenever i'm in a conversation, i'm not really a part of it, just an ignored voice, so it's like i'm not there, and as if they ere not there as well. So a feeling of being alone is always present.
But whenever i'm with my friends, who i can actually call friends, i'm never alone, because i'm filled with a sence of inportance, or meaning when i'm with them.
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If you could see the future, would you try to change it? Would you keep trying... even if you knew you would always fail?
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