[Cannibal Clown]

Lust is fun. But i strongly believe in love. I am certain that i do have these feeling for someone right now. But like previously, she likes like a brother, so it sucks. But i feel that many people do throw the word around and never rerally realise that it's nothing ore than a stupid childish crush, that will eventually end up in a sexual situation, and then heartbrake, as the two unsuspecting people break up. Then they say that their life is over, and that they could never go on with out the one that they loved. They're full of sh*t and should just move on. People who have like seven significant others in one years time, still saying that "This on eis TRUE love, I'm sureof it." Then get a new companion in a week. Having a layer of their d*ck worn away by how many time he's gotten lucky, or a women who's inner sanctuary is all bruised up for gewtting banged so many times. These people should grow up, and actually form a good friendship with someone, before even thinking of the remote possibility that love could be in the air.

I'm very careful with the word love, never say it as an actual feeling i have for someone else, even my parents, i feel that the word is too strong and feel uncompfortable saying it concerning them. But the one girl i hjave found i use it openly, and am 100% positive that my feelings aren't bull sh*t. But i know that she doesn't like me and i'm trying to move on. It'sd hard, but unlike other people, i'm not going to risk having my heart broken, for some stupid reason, and by something i could easily avoid. Being a good friend is fine with me, and i feel that others shpuld realise that a good friendship is far more valuable than finding a person you reallylike, and getting into a relationship, scoring a few times, breaking up, and then have that friendship completely destroyed. It's not worth it. wait at leats a year, making a strong friendship with the person, then decide if there is a good reason to go any further with the friendship.

I have a friend who had this happen to her. She gets into boyfriend/girlfriend situations all the time, and hates it when things get complicated. All she wants is to have someone she can call a boyfriend, andf when one goes away, she jumps to another as soon as possible. Well, recently, she got into a relationship, nothing different than all the others, but this indivisual wanted tpo take the relationship a little further, and made my friend feel uncompfortable in their relationship. So she broke up with him, and now a good friendship that they once had is gonbe, and it will be sometime, if ever, for them to get back to that trust and joy they had with each other again. And of coarse, after that, she jumped to another guy, tryiong to get another couplke going, but then for the first time ever, she was dumped, and she was so certain that for once she found LOVE and she doesn't want to let go of him. This guy is also a good friend of mine. She sends him gifts at work, and leaves two to four messeges on his machine like everyday, because she can't handle the break up.

This is just a lesson saying be sure that the feelings you have for someone is real, before risking a relationship and blowing a real good friend off. And if the relationship goes as far as sex, then the breakup, which is usually inevitable, will hurt ten times more. Because that person was so sure that there was love there, and can't bare letting go.

So love is not a word to f*ck around with, and lust can be very painful for two peopleif it's not treated with respect.

Blah blah blah blah blah. I'm rambling on now, so i'll stop and let others post their ideas.