[jjmoohead]

Ok everyone knows i am always trying to be funny. I joke about everything. My views are that if i can't at least pretend to be happy then why bother.

Do I love my life, no not really. I like my life, but I don't love it. At the age of 21 I own a house, a car and am about to start my 4th year of university. These things I love.

What I dont love is how Im lazy, I have a crappy attitude towards school work, and I can't stand being alone, which has been the majority of my life. I hate not having a girlfriend, I have even tried long distance realationships and they just don't cut it for me. I need someone in my arms. I hate that I can't have that all the time.

I love that I can play almost every sport and have at least a small amount of talent in all of them. I love how I can wipe the floor with any person in my city in 10 pin bowling and that I was a national champion. I hate however that the location I am in will never prove my potential to anyone cause the compatition just isn't there and I dont get the equipment handed to me like people in big citys do when they are good.

I hate how i have to find a new job now cause my old one took away all personal privacy by installing cameras that tape you every move.

I love how I can trust almost anyone but hate that I don't see that someone people are just losers. I love that I have the greatest friends anyone could ask for and that they would do anything for me. but I hate that I can hardly get in a relationship witha girl cause im not rude and dont smoke drugs to look cool.

My life overal is good. I make laughter a key part of my day or the day is not worth living. If I feel crappy I wont do anything. ANYTHING! If Im in a happy mood the sky is the limit.

Man it feels good to talk like this.