You've watched too much Evangelion
j/k
I don't know. I don't feel that I love my life. I don't think I hate it either. Is just a feeling that keeps changing constantly. Many times have I wished I was not born. Some others I've been grateful for being alive.
As for life itself, I don't know what it is either. But it is granted the fact that it is not fair. It never has been and it never will. And we must never hope life to be fair. That's why we don't understand tragedy and pain. We always say "it's not fair" and indeed, it is not. But it's up to us to face it with all our strength and wisdom, that is, if we actually have some of that.
But I know that something lies beyond life. What it may be, I do not know either. The answer to that question will be given us by death, I believe. That's why I'm going to commit Sepukku rite now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(stupid joke of mine
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And definitely, is because of human beings how our lives are nowadays. But alas, I'm now getting dizzy with all this.
I'll just stay with the idea that we live to have some experiences, thus achieve certain knowledge which we will carry until our death. And then something superior is for us to come, but I could not express it with words
