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Everyone here knows how i view the idea of going out with a good friend. All in all, i avoid it. The girl i'm in this terrible non existant relationship of mine that i really like, id rather not go out with.
I feel that relationships at m age are nonsence. Yuou know that it wont last, and in the end,when you do break up, there is going to be the unwanted tension between the old couple, and that good frind ship that they once had will not be the same anymore.
The friend ship i have with the two girls i like is far too strong to risk loosing it so that i can have the gratification and say that i'm going out with someone. So i try to get itno the kinda friend ship that would be strong enough so that i know that if i asked if she'd want to goout with me, she'd say yes, gladly say yes. Or maybe to the point where i'd be asked out, and i'd turn her down, but as nicly as possible, and give her my reasoning.
That's how i feel abut being with friends of mine at a certain level.
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