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I always apologize to people. Because I'm always at fault and wrong about something. And a lot of teh time, I'm kinda forced to apologize, because I know that if I don't I'll get some sort of pain treatment from who ever is demanding iut. So I always just put my tail between my legs, tilt my head down and admit that I was wrong,he was right, or something of that nature.
I don't like apologizing though. It's like I'm degrading myself. Showing my inferiority of others. And nobody likes that. And people hate being wrong,or looked down upon, and it's natural to keep your head up high, and stay above others around you, and admiting that you aren't as great as you thought you are, or that you owe someone sypathy, or need to say that you're sorry, just brings you social status down.
But of coarse, when it comes to girls, I'm very apologetic. I always make them feel good about themselves,and if i am ever at fault for them being unhappy,or for complicating their day, I'll make sure that they knoew that I'm aware of my fault. It also makes me seem like more of a sweet person, kind and gentle. They seem to like that.
But I don't have a girl friend, and perhaps this is one of my faults, for picking up chicks. Maybe they want a strong, insensitive, and manly person who always stands tall,and never backs down. I'm so confused. But anyway. I can't help it. I will always be the one saying "I'm sorry, please forgive me."
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