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I don't think I feel that way now. However, there were times I did feel that way.
Situation 1: When I found out my friend/best friend tried to kill herself. Just thinking about living without someone to stand by me.
Situation 2: When I thought/felt that I was going to die in the seventh grade. It was a couple months before I had went for surgery, to remove my galbladder. I had missed a week of school. The pain was sooo very strong that I actually wished I was...well..you know. The only thing that kept me sane was I tv show on cable called the tenth kingdom.
(I want to find/have that movie so bad.)
That's the only times I really felt helpless. Like I couldn't control anything.
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All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places Worn out faces
Bright & early for the daily races
Going nowhere Going nowhere
Their tears R filling up their glasses
No Xpression No Xpression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrows
No 2morrow No 2morrow
& I find it kindof funny I find it kindof sad.
These dreams in which i'm dying, R the best I've ever had
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