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Lost_myth · Jun 4th, 2002, 06:51 PM

I don't think I feel that way now. However, there were times I did feel that way.

Situation 1: When I found out my friend/best friend tried to kill herself. Just thinking about living without someone to stand by me.

Situation 2: When I thought/felt that I was going to die in the seventh grade. It was a couple months before I had went for surgery, to remove my galbladder. I had missed a week of school. The pain was sooo very strong that I actually wished I was...well..you know. The only thing that kept me sane was I tv show on cable called the tenth kingdom.

(I want to find/have that movie so bad.)

That's the only times I really felt helpless. Like I couldn't control anything.

Jun 4th, 2002, 06:51 PM	#4
Lost_myth Every One Dies Alone Joined: May 2002 Location: In the depths of existance where the hot magma flows. Age: 37 Posts: 1,057	I don't think I feel that way now. However, there were times I did feel that way. Situation 1: When I found out my friend/best friend tried to kill herself. Just thinking about living without someone to stand by me. Situation 2: When I thought/felt that I was going to die in the seventh grade. It was a couple months before I had went for surgery, to remove my galbladder. I had missed a week of school. The pain was sooo very strong that I actually wished I was...well..you know. The only thing that kept me sane was I tv show on cable called the tenth kingdom. (I want to find/have that movie so bad.) That's the only times I really felt helpless. Like I couldn't control anything. __________________ All around me are familiar faces Worn out places Worn out faces Bright & early for the daily races Going nowhere Going nowhere Their tears R filling up their glasses No Xpression No Xpression Hide my head I want to drown my sorrows No 2morrow No 2morrow & I find it kindof funny I find it kindof sad. These dreams in which i'm dying, R the best I've ever had

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