[Cannibal Clown]

Hey listen, school can be a real b*tch at times, but you have to just try to cope with just a few more years of it. Remember, high school, for many people, can be the most important years in your life, if you don't go to college that is. Even when the teachers, students, classes, and everything about it just seems to suck too much to go through onother day, you still have to remind yourself that there are so many others just like you in your same position.

I'm a junior right now, soon to be a senior, and I think that my Sophmore year was terrible too, and not only don't I get good grades, but I take more sh*t from people than about 90% of the entire school body, including the subs. But I strill manage to make it through, usually with the support of my friends.

Just try to find something worth while in your day, and bring that out more, make it something that makes you look forward to school.

I'm pretty sure though that it must be a bit harder for you considering thyat your best friend is no longer a real good part of your life anymore, but like you said, this might just be a sign for you to move on.

I'm glad you're posting about it here, because I feel that getting support from people you don't even know is very encouraging, since you don't have to worry about any sort of biased remarks from us, and it lets your anger and sorrow out.

Tonight, just try to spend a few hours thinking to yourself about how your life would be like without those friends of yours, and how it is right now. Then try to imagine it with them, as these conflicts in your life seem to develope. Then I hope you can see that the situation is probally a bit less extreem than you think. Because even though a friend is something everyone cherrishes, I'm sure that you can mannage to get by without them, or someone else. Then if you do break up, it wont seem so bad, and it's only your second year of high school, and I'm sure that you can find some more friends.

I know that I jump a lot when I talk, but I hope that all of this mummbling I've been doing will help you out in some way.

Just think more positive on the situation, and rememebr, school's almost out, and you've got all summer to resolve these stuggles you're going through. And maybe you can find some more time to spend with your friends without that b*tcht little wh*re getting in the way.