Just thinking about random stuff. Something I've talked to about a friend made me think back to my young school life and the thought of it always gets me down. My life was pretty horrid until I got out of the public school system.
Also thinking about my other situation, but is separate from my mother and fathers issue right now. I guess you could call her my Step Grandmother is basically trying to screw over my grandfather in her will and if she dies first he'll be kicked out of the house. She's been a thorn in the families’ side for years, tormenting my mother and deceiving everybody else into hating her, well she has been found out and has become more bitter and bitchy for it. The woman is a menace and is for all intents of purposes the bride of Satan. All the crap she has put my mother into, my grandfather and this family in general it is my sincere hope she dies. I never liked thinking those thoughts but if she died it would really be best for everybody. My grandfather may not have his house but we'd take him in and he'd finally be free of her.
There’s even a possibility she has been poisoning my mother when she was over there taking care of my grandfather who is her father. She’s been throwing up there and this only started when she went to their house, so its either stress because she is such an irritating and mean spirited bitch, which is possible or she’s doing something to make my mother ill. I mean the health care specialist that came over to the house that is going to look after my grandfather has flat out called the woman evil after only being there for four hours.
If this woman is poisoning my mother after the toxicology report, it’s going to take a lot of energy not to do anything; if I did she’d use it against us somehow. God I hate her, why won’t she do us all a favor and go play in the traffic? Maybe a bus will have an accident and crash into her side of the house, that’d be sweet.
The good thing is, if the toxicology report does come back positive, the bitch will be arrested. It's better to take a wait and see approach and try to catch her in all her lies then confronting her emotionally. No matter how much you want to call her an evil bitch, it won't do anything in the long run.