[Hylas]

I'm very sorry for your bad situation Beretta! Nobody deserves such things to happen in their lives, and it's especially bad when someone nice has them happening! I cannot do much, but I'd like to send a virtual hug to you and to your family! I hope everything will get better with the passing of time! For now you must try cheer up, also because your family needs it! It's difficult, but you can do it! I'm sure you have people caring about you in a way or another. If you feel lonely, it's not much, but you can always come here and talk to somebody. I'm not good with advice, but I will do my best listen to you if you need somebody to talk to