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so okay... i kindof am thinking a lot.... and if you dont want to hear disturbing things... stop reading this now...
wed pm i was out... i had taken E and was having a great time bar hopping with my friends.... some dude asked me if i wanted to smoke some weed and i agreed... i went and smoked a joint... he made me two drinks and as the second one was being made i blacked out. The next thing i actually remember was waking up in my bed..... sounds okay right.... yeah.... welll then i found out what happened.
it turns out from my friend chico... he found me downtown wet, without a shirt and going crazy... the guy had drugged my drinks and put me in a hot tub and fucked around with me sexually and shit... i dont want to get into the details cause they really upset me right now which is why i am writing this...
so... yueah.. im pretty fucked up about it... and i have flashbacks a few times a day of this shit happening that the guy did to me.... nothing 'anal'.... thank god... but still.... the flashbacks... i cant stop them from comming... and it honestly has been making me cry and freak out on people... im losing control and i need advice and help.
xx
cory
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