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Originally posted by trunks69420
I am like CC. I am christian, but not a good one. I feel really bad about this but the world keeps f-ing w/ me and making me go farther away. I lost two great friends to a car accident, and i just found out today that someone that was a great friend killed himself yesterday. I dont speak blasphemy but, why do these things happen if we are to be christian. No one ever said it was going to be easy being christian, but why does it have to be so hard?? I really try, but it all seems for naught.
SO, I do believe in: God, Heaven, Hell, and i am Christian
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Don't fret too much about the stuff that's happened to you in the past. It's true that life can royally suck. I've also been around death all of my life, friends and family alike. I've made and lost many friends and some because of more personal reasons than others.
But you should never question your faith whenever something tragic happens. That's what life is about. Things like that are meant to happen for some reason or another. You just have to learn to get through with it and realize that everything happens for a reason.
I'm very sorry for your friend. I can't express how terable that must be for you. But just try to remember that everyone dies and as long as the person is remembered and still cared for after he/she dies, he will never die in vain.
I hope you had a good friendship with this person and that he's at a better place not. And whatever reasons he had fpr killing himself, i hope you will find out,or at least get some sort of an idea. Because that'll make all the better knowing what the reason was and finding some way to cope with it.
For me, no matter how bad life gets, I can always seem to turn to God and work through it. Life used to be real bad for me a few years ago as well. My freshmen year pushed me to the point where I found myself in a room with a loaded gun pointing in my mouth and my finger on the trugger, but at that point I realized how foolish I was being and that I would get no benifit out of killing myself.
Just always remember that and I hope that whatever happens to you in the end, you can look back on your life and say you were a happy person.
I'm not the one who should be preaching to anyone about how to run their lives, just a little input from someone who can see where you're coming from.