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Chara · Dec 21st, 2005, 01:39 PM

Thanks for the warning, Hylas. I do know how hard it may be to keep this mindset, but every time I do try to do something I used to do I will think about my past and how these things affected my life, something I seriously do not want to continue on doing that. I mean, I am turning 19 in a few weeks and my life isnt going anywhere right now. if I continue on like this next thing I know I will be 32 and still living with my mother. I love my mom and all, but I dont think I want her yelling at me to take out the trash for 14 more years. Besides I pretty much wasted my entire teenage life, I dont want my young adulthood to slip away either. Im not supposed to feel miserable till I have a wife and kids! Well, or so my uncle tells me.

There is still a chance I may just go back to my former self, but I probably will not.

Dec 21st, 2005, 01:39 PM	#3
Chara Over the edge Joined: Dec 2002 Location: An endless void. Age: 39 Posts: 722	Thanks for the warning, Hylas. I do know how hard it may be to keep this mindset, but every time I do try to do something I used to do I will think about my past and how these things affected my life, something I seriously do not want to continue on doing that. I mean, I am turning 19 in a few weeks and my life isnt going anywhere right now. if I continue on like this next thing I know I will be 32 and still living with my mother. I love my mom and all, but I dont think I want her yelling at me to take out the trash for 14 more years. Besides I pretty much wasted my entire teenage life, I dont want my young adulthood to slip away either. Im not supposed to feel miserable till I have a wife and kids! Well, or so my uncle tells me. There is still a chance I may just go back to my former self, but I probably will not. __________________ Last edited by Chara; Dec 21st, 2005 at 02:09 PM..