Yeah, I know it's not really late. Whatever. I'm breaking the rules of my own thread [just once].
Anyway, I'm just here . . . doing nothing. I have a lot of schoolwork to do, but christ--the motivation is just not there! I guess I am having one of my sad days; I've had an awful lot of those these past months. Oh man, can we please get 2005 over with already?! I think this stands to be the worst year of my life.
I'm being so impatient! But how else can I be? I don't know if I am just in denial or what the fuck, but I am acting very stupidly. It's sad that even I realize it, yet fail to do anything about it.
Tomorrow will be the first day of the time frame in which something is supposed to happen. *sigh* I'm dying. Gah. And I need so much money. I don't know where I'm going to come up with $600 dollars by tomorrow evening. All I know is that if I don't have that money, I am so screwed. Stupid credit cards; why are they maxing out now?
*mena wants to die* Maybe I'm gonna go get a drink. Yeah. Liquor.
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