[merylsilverburg]

Sorry to double-post, but I had to reveal what happened today because it made me so angry that I was literally seething with anger for the whole day. I've only calmed down when I got home from work...

...I got to her house around 9 AM this morning and when I knocked on her door, it took her nearly forever to answer (because she was still asleep even though she's supposed to be heading for work at her parent's restaurant, but, in truth, she doesn't go even though her parents ask her to help out). I knew she doesn't go to work, but just to purposely jab at her, I asked "Hey, aren't you going to work today?" but she just kinda mumbled "My parent's said I could stay home today." Anyway, I got the game back (miraculously) and then, I was heading towards the door, pretending to leave, but I suddenly purposely smacked my forehead, turned around with this panicked look in my face and said to her "Omigod, may I please use your computer right now?! I completely forgot that I had to e-mail my instructor to tell her which paper topic I wanted to do and she needs the answer by 9 because she's just so unbelievably uptight (which is true)!" She believed me (I could tell) but then she said "Well, I would let you but my brother is taking apart my laptop because he's installing a new DVD or CD drive or something 'cause it somehow got busted or whatever." What the fuck are the chances of THAT?!?! And she'ws not lying because her brother actually does take apart computers and the parts and sells them and stuff like that. Oh God...I must've looked so horrified or shocked out of the unbelieavable stupid chance that this HAD to happen because she said "My brother has a computer if you want to use it" and it would've been dumb and strange if I just cheerily replied "Ah, nah, that's alright, I'll go home!" (which my house is about 20 minutes away) So, I just said "Oh yeah! That'd be great, thank you, I'd appreciate it!" So, I go off and use her brother's computer, pretending to send the e-mail...I seriously became blinded with rage...it's just SO FUCKING UNFAIR!!! Ugh, omigod...I was so tired after I got home because I just kept thinking about it while I was driving...it was just...what the hell are the chances, seriously?! Is it SO wrong that I commit such a harmless prank such as this? It's not like I was going to go and seriously kill her (though I have considered it, j/k) or do anything. So why? Why?! Why?!?!

Well, anyway, it's absolutely too late to do it now and I'm just too depressed and angry about my horrible luck to even bother attempt it again...it would be strange even if I did. What makes me so happy is that this incident can be added to my ever-growing "Things-I-Regret-In-My-Life" list and I can look back/think about it and feel the pain and the anger and the disappointment of not being able to go through with it thanks to unfortunate circumstances, yay!

Well, thanks again to those who helped me (MAD and Harry) and thanks to those who bothered to check this thread to begin with.