[tempted]

i think i talked to you about it one time, the only time we talked actually lol...like i said, and i think no one noticed, i wasn't hoping for anything else coming from him anymore, he was the one who brought it up, i was his friend, as i will always be, but i honestly even though i still felt it, i just didn't hope for anything more, one month before this, i had already decided to give up, i think that's when i talked about it with you..."i love you but i can't do it" <- that pretty much did it for me. And if you ask me, i was angry for the first few days, when all i wanted was to talk to him and try to understand him, but right now, the anger is gone, maybe because deep down i always knew this would happen, or no, i think it's more for the fact that something tells me i'm not the one losing in this. not trying to sound conceited.