[happy_doughnut]

I don't do anything, I swear. But I dunno... I've never actually had my parents incite me to go out. If anything, they wish I was here inside these walls all day everyday. How sad.

And well, that's what I do most of the time: I am just here inside. The thing is that sometimes when I think about it, I get angry because I realize I don't so anything. It's as if I were just wasting my time... my life.

During the summer, all I've been doing is going to school in the mornings. I come home sleep, wake up, eat, watch tv... come to the PC, watch tv again, waste time, do homework, talk to Duck at night and poof! Day's gone.

The only times I go out are when I go out with Duck, and that's usually twice a week and only to be inside another home. >__<;; But at least I do something. Other than that, I don't do shit.

I have been wanting to read some instructional books about... something, and a booklet of sorts that deals with the conventions of English grammar. I know it doesn't sound fun, but I'm not good with all the grammar stuff, so I figured I'd learn before going back to school in the fall. I also wanted to get more into beading. I love wearing that jewelry stuff, so I figured I may as well make em. Alas, all these things I want to do, but yet never manage to get around to doing them.

I'm always so sleepy. I think it's because I sleep little at night. Stupid heat. Maybe when the summer is over I'll get out and do something. *yawn*