[happy_doughnut]

I didn't sign off. You did.

Anyhow, wow... this thread just keeps bringing itself back, doesn't it? I guess there are just a bunch of night owls here. :o

But yea, it's officially midnite here and I'm pretty tired. This week has been so tough. So many tests and assignments. Ugh. And to think I need to take two more tomorrow. Yeah, on a Saturday. That should be illegal, I swear.

I'm sleepy. z__z Today I went to the Orange County fair, which is very cool since it even gets some tourists from distant place and I am like 15 minutes away. I went with my duck. We saw some animals, walked around, saw some exhibitions, walked some more, goofed off, and ate funnel cake. Pretty nice. It really wore me out, though. But ah, I can't complain; at least I wasn't at school or at home doing chores.

Eek! I think I'm going to go on my midnite rendezvous tomorrow. I gotta say that while it's fun, I get kind scared when thinking of what would happen if my parents found out of my night haunts! I better be careful. :x

On my way home today I was thinking about something: Is there really such a thing as soulmates? I wonder.

At first, I thought that it was just a myth to sothe the heart and soul. Then when I found Ducky, my point of view changed. It's just like the whole rib thing: guys are guys wandering this world in look for their rib, and the girls are the ribs. The catch is that only one rib fits perfectly into the void of the guy. If the rib hurts or falls lose, it's because it's not really yours. Until you find the one you are absolutely comfortable with, then you haven't found your "soul mate." Or something like that.

But yeah, I thought I had found it. However, now that I think of it, I remember that initially, I was going to go to a private high school. Had I gone there instead of the (crappy) one I ended up going to, I probably would never have met him. I'm not saying my feelings have changed, but I do wonder if he is my soul mate. More than that, I wonder if there is even such a thing. Right now I don't think so.

I mean, a simple registration form could have dictated my being with someone else right now.

I don't think soul mates are real. There are far too many people in this world. What are the chances that your soul mate was so strategically placed near your geographically? Maybe you are in New York and your soul mate in Nairobi. How do you know? What are the chances of actually meeting this person? Rather slim, I think.

There's is no perfect fit, I think. No rib fits perfectly. We just have to choose the best one. The one that provides the most comfort, even if it's a little loose or a little tight. You and the rib have to work together to mold it into a shape as close as possible to perfect. No one will ever get it, but the goal is to get as close as possible by complementing each other so as to fill the void or rid the excess.

Yeah, no soul mate, but definitely someone out there that we can function with well - better than with the rest.

... Anyways, what I am talking about? Ahhh... too tired! To bed!