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Today's been pretty bad. I don't usually like to go around posting rants, but I must now. I broke up with my girlfriend some time ago, for futile reasons IMO, but I thought I still had chances to bring her back one of these days. Today I saw she found a replacement, and old friend from high school. He knew I had this story with this girl, he knew I was still hoping to be back with her. He didn't care and now they are together. They said "Hi!" to me when we met, like if I was only one of their friends, like nothing ever happened between us. They knew... and still know, but you know how these things go. When they don't care, they really don't , and in the end you're the only one to be left alone and forgotten. Ok... too much ranting. I must have another glass of water. Damn salmon... never again trying to suffocate a delusion with some apparently special dinner. Better have a huge dose of chocolate, especially if you have a lot of it thanks to Easter celebrations...
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Do you believe in God?
The question is does God believe in me?
Aubrey McFatum
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