I love you all and I want to have your children...

well mena the only way there really is to take this is standing up with my fists in the worlds face with an unreadable calm look on my face... believe me... the world should be scared of a fellow such as myself...
You are right goodman, sites such as half.com should be helpful... I am already looking into that. But I also wanted to ask if any of my buddies on here would be willing to hook me up with certain games at a nice discount price as well. I'm trying to save as much money as possible while still being fair to anybody kind enough to help me out. I dunno, basically what I really want is a little bit of emotional support to be honest... I just don't want to admit that this whole thing has hit me where it hurts the most. What I lost that was most valuable was something irreplacable and that was all of the music I had in the works and created that was stored on that computer. Now it is all gone... somebody smart enough could do whatever they want with it and since they only went after my recording equipment other than my ps2 and games it doesnt take a stretch of the imagination to wonder what they had in mind. BASTARDS...
Really... all I want is a little moral support... this is a complicated situation with potentially adverse affects on my own life if I implicate the wrong people... put simply... I was not living in a nice neighborhood... luckily I have had a stroke of luck and will be able to leave it behind. Then people will actually want to come visit me. That means you brothers n sisters from the forums

But in the meantime... I am still dissallusioned with life... but despite that, I still know what my plan is to rebuild and nothing can stop me. Red will not be silenced in this world. I was born to be loud.
PEACE
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