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...cried?
properly? october seventh last year. there have been a few times since where i've shed tears but nothing quite as dramatic as that night.
...smiled?
oh today. like a cheshire cat.
...told a lie?
today, speaking to a parent.
...had a fight?
physical fight? i used to take a kicking from my ex, but i never fouight back. i guess verbally probably earlier this month when she came around with her new boy to collect the last vestiges of her things and remove the last traces of my dignity.
...read a book/magazine?
just finished a book tonight! seaside by scarlett thomas. arrived in the post this morning and i have been reading it pretty much all day. a good book.
...watched a movie?
the breakfast club! yeah, it was on television the other night.
...went shopping?
for food earlier. for fun things? months ago.
...wrote a letter (emails count too!)?
i wrote a card to a friend last week, but i haven't sent it yet
...had a nap?
this afternoon. 3pm to 11pm. Oo.
...took a shower/bath?
this morning. showertastic it was too.
...forgot an appointment?
university on tuesday when i woke up at half past five.
...fell in love?
the exact moment? hahaha. um, i remember the exact moment some things made their strange sense. it was christmas eve. i walked to a phonebox in pouring rain at 1am on christmas morning and told someone i loved them. and was rejected. woe!
...picked up a pencil to draw?
not since 1998. i'm not good at drawing and when i scrawl it's normally in biro.
...ate anything you don't like?
oh, last november i think. i normally avoid such things but my poor grasp of chinese caught me out. arr!
...had a dream about yourself?
last night. i keep dreaming about being in plane crashes.
...jumped?
on my way to university this morning. over a puddle!
...had a good laugh?
oh; to myself this morning. something about pope julius III made me laugh. you had to be there i guess.
...made a mistake you still regret?
ah. i have a life of mistakes! christmas eve was something of a mistake, stealing the girlfriend of my friend who played bass in my band was a mistake, and sticking with that doomed relationship for two years was a mistake.
...took an important decision?
not to drop out of university, last thursday.
...felt proud of yourself?
last thursday! when i found out I was passing university quite nicely!
...lost anything important?
my dignity and my innocence to a no good girl.
...wanted to run away from something?
life. university. having to look after myself. all the time.
...kept a secret?
i keep many.
...got offended?
the day before yesterday when somebody was trying to tell me the sort of music i should be making for release.
...played videogames?
counter strike, day before yesterday
...dumped your girl/boyfriend?
october seventh, 2004, after she had been cheating for some time.
...sang a song?
i sing all the time. but um, live performance? i played a solo show last week.
...took a vacation?
i went to rome for a few days last september!
...got scared?
just now when i was sure someone was creeping up behind me. eep!
...visited a friend?
over some distance? i don't know. i see my friends quite often, luckily.
...lost control?
dangerously? november 2004 when i found out about said cheating of partner. i put a drill in arm and passed out in the kitchen.
...devoured chocolate?
oh, this evening. i was feeling somewhat low.
...felt so ashamed you wanted to hide?
everyday. but around late 2001, quite often.
...bought anything you like?
sometime in january.
...cheated on somebody?
my best friend when i stole his girlfriend away from him in 2002. yes, i'm aware of how horrid that is. it haunts me often. how i got what i deserved, but i really didn't ever mean for it to happen.
...thought about your future and made plans?
i tend to look a few weeks ahead at most, although i do hope to find myself in New York sometime at the end of the summer.
...got attacked by a monster?
my cat hissed at me over christmas. hiss!
...forgot to water plants?
in my youth. i'm so forgetful! i've kept away from plants since!
...felt deceived?
by the ex.
...remained passive in front of events?
during times when i was being hit by the one i thought i loved.
...studied?
today. oh, how good i can be.
...took a walk?
earlier, just around the city in the dark.
...sunbathed?
never!
...pissed in your pants (childhood memories count!)?
i think this is the sort of memory that the mind represses. it wasn't recent. i hope.
...listened to bad music?
oh, a few days ago, trying to write a song. soon scrapped that particular song idea.
...visited a museum?
the day before yesterday! they have a new T-Rex! i was so excited.
...wanted to be anybody else?
today, tomorrow and always
...created anything with your own hands?
music and songs i guess with the guitar.
...expressed a biased opinion?
wednesday, trying to provoke a rise from another student during a debate on the D-Day landings.
...received a gift?
this week! lots of books on the english civil war! i'm so lucky.
...kicked a ball?
i play football when i can. probably last summer properly.
...yawned?
earlier. sleepy kitten.
...admitted your limits?
never! or rather i'm starting to doubt how well i can look after myself.
...baked a cake?
oh, years ago. i should bake more cakes.
...told anybody you love them?
christmas eve, sadly.
and now you know everything about me and can clone a better version of me! arrgh! it's all a big plan to replace us!
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