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i'm thinking.... do i attract trouble now that i'm clean??? honestly.. i stopped off at a friends going away party last night... i came back in from a cig break... i wanted to eat my chicken fingers... this kid starts freaking out... asking where his vodka is..i told him it was in the chick tracy's room... and he flipped out and started choking me... i tried to stay non violent.. but honestly... if someone has their hands around your throat.. you're gonna do something... so i choked the fuck outta the kid and threw him on the ground and hit him a few times... i dont think its a bad thing since i didnt really start anything... but still.. i didnt want to fight... then his friend came from behind and took me off of him... with a choke hold... i punched him in the face... took out my knife.. and gave it to the host of the party so i would behave... i controlled myself pretty well for being attacked... but im just thinking.. wtf??? really.. i mean i'm so nice to people now and i'm so much better... and i still get trouble.. argh
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